nashty se fargh ho ke main apny room main chala gia aur apny documnts talash
karny laga tab khala ander aai aur kehny lagi tum bohat dair kar rahy ho kia
college min pharnay ka mode nahi main ne kaha main documents dhoondh raha
tha ab mil gay hin aur main jany laga hun aur main ne khala se kaha kia ap ko
acha nahi lag rha main ghar min rahoon tab khala boli mujhy acha lag rha hai
lakin yeh bhi acha lag rha hai mera dost phar likh kar bara afsar bany
jaisy hi main ne khala se kaha acha khala ab main jata hun khala agay bhari aur
meri kamar main apni dono bahain dal di aur kehny lagi dost ko mil ke nahi jana
tha khala jaisy hi galy mili main ne bhi khala ko apny bazoon min jakar lia aur
khala se zaida garam joshi se un ko apnay sath lagaya khala ka sara jisam mery
sath laga hoa tha tab khala boli ab jawo aur admission karwa ke ghar ana aur
munh metha karwana
khala se alag ho ke meri khushi ka koi thakana na tha keh ab khala se dosti pakki
hi hai khala dosti ko nahi bholy gi aur hum dono kamray se nikal aye samnay
sehan min hi sab bethy thy main sab ghar waloon ko mil ke college kaliye nikal
gia jo humaray gawoon se 40 kilometer door tha aur gawoon ke main road pe ja
ke main bas min beth gia aur sary rasty khala ke bary hi sochta gia
UPDATE....... 10
main bus min betha bas apni khala ke bary hi sochta rha ab samj aai thi keh jagti
ankhoon se kawab kasy dekhy jaty hin pata nahi main ne khala ke bary kaysay
kaysay mahal tameer kar liye tab bas apnay muqarara muqam par punch kar ruk
gi main bus se neechy utra aur college ki taraf chal dia
college min apnay dakhlay ki requirments pori ki aur taqreeban 2 bajy main
wahan se nikal para aur bus ki taraf jaty hooy khala ki baat yaad aai keh wapsi pe
methai lana main foran wapis palta aur bazar ki taraf chalny laga methai ki bari
dukan min dakhal hoa aur methai kharidi phir wapsi bus ki taraf ab humhary
gawoon ki tarf any wali akhri bus lagi hoi thi jis ne late time niklna tha
khair main bhi bus min baqi sawarioon ke sath aa ke beth gia aur asar ki azan ke
baad bus chali aur rasty min stop karty hooy bus ne 40 kilometer ka safar 2
ghantay min mukamal kia aur jab main apny gawoon ky stop par utra tab
andhera ho chuka tha
jaisy hi main ghar puncha sab bohat pershan thy keh itni dair ho gi kionkeh main
akila kibhi ghar se bhar nahi gia tha lakin ab kionkeh mujhy bhi shoq tha aur main
bhi azadi chata tha aur college ki life ke bary min suna tha keh college ki life bohat
zabardast hoti hai aur movies min bhi college life ka dekha tha
mujhy dekh ke sab ne sakoon ka sance lia meri nazar khala par pari tou khala bhi
chup chaap bohat pershan khari thi abbi ji kehny lagy itni dair kion ki main ne
bata dia keh college min dair ho gi aur jab aaya tou last bus thi ghar waloon ko
pata tha keh akhri bus bohat dair se aati hai roteen ki batoon ke baad khana
wagira kha ke fargh hooy khala abhi bhi khamoosh hi bethi thi
UPDATE....... 11
kahala aur behnoon ne bartan samety aur kitchen min chali gi aur main
apny room min gia aur shaper uthaya jis min meray document aur methai
ka daba para tha main methai ka daba utha ke kitchen min khala ki taraf
chal dia
kitchen min khala aur uzma bartan saaf kar rahi thi main ne methai ka
daba khola aur khala ke samny kia khala meri tarf dekh ky muskra di aur
kehny lagi main bartan dhoo ke khati hun baqi ghar waloon ko do main
ne kaha nahi pehlay aap kha lo bad min ap ko daba khali hi mily ga aur
main ne barfi ka piece utha ke khud khala ke munh ki tarf kia khala ne
chota sa bite lia phir main ne uzma ko bite karwaya aur thori dair wahan
betha aur sehan min nikal aya
aba ji ne mujhy dukan se cigrit lainy bejh dia aur jab main wapis aya
tou ghar min mujhy khala nazar nahi aai main ne har jagha dekha
lakin nazar na aai sab kamray wash room phir mujhy chatt ka khiyal
aya main chatt pr chala gia
jaisy hi chatt pe gia mujhy kuch nazar na aya main daby pawoon sab
jaghoon ko dekh raha tha achanak mujhy laga keh dewar ke sath koi
hai jaisy hi main agy bhara tou wahan khala khari dewar se bhar dekh
rahi thi main aram aram se un ke peechy khara ho gia aur sochta raha
keh ab kia karoon(main sara din jaghty hooy khawab dekhta raha tha
keh ab khala ke pass hoa tou main ne kia kia karna hai) apny
khawaboon ki tabeer pori karny kaliye main ne ayasta se peechy se
khala ki kamar min apny bazu dal diye main ne yeh kam bohat phurti
se aur jildi kia keh mery hath khala ke pait par thy
khala es sab kaliye tayar na thi aur khala ke munh se cheekh niklty
niklty rahi aur achanak mery hath mazboot ho gay khala foran meray
hasar se nikli aur mujhy gussay se kehny lagi yeh kia badtameezi hai
aur lehjha sakhat rakha
main khala ka munh dekhta raha mujhy apny oper bhi afsoos ho raha
tha keh main ne galat kia khala mery achanak ayasy karny se ghabra
gi hay ya khala ko meri yeh harkat pasanad nahi aaai
khala esi gussay min teezi se neechy utar aai aur main oper pershan
khara raha aur sochta raha keh main ne ayasa kion kar dia phir mery
zehan min aya keh jab se main college se wapis aya hun tab se hi
main ne dekha tha keh khala chup chup thi aur wo koi bat nahi kar
rahi thi main chatt pe khara apny ap ko malamat karta raha keh mujhy
ayasa nahi karna chiyye tha ab khala ny koi ayasi waisi baat ghar bata
di tou kia ho ga
main bohat pershan ho gia aur chatt pe hi pari charpai pe beth gia
mujhy kuch samjh nahi aa raha tha ab agay kia karoon aj sara din
main ne kitny khawaboon ke mehal tameer kiye thy wo sab ik hi
pal min mujhy musmar hoty nazar aa rahy thy main charpai pe
tangian latka ke betha tha apni kohniyan apny dono thai pe aur
hatoon se jhuky hooy sar ko thama hoa bas pershani ke alam min
apny ap ko kos raha tha keh main ne ayasa kion kia phir socha keh
main ne peechy se pakra hi hai koi ayasi waisi harkat tou nahi ki jis
ka khala ne itna bara react kia ha
UPDATE....... 12
ab mujhy apni galti ke sath sath khala pe bhi gussa any laga keh yeh
konsa tareeqa hai main ne peechy se pakra hi tha aur khala ne kitna
sakhat react kia ab mujhy khala pe bhi gussa aa raha tha main inhi
sochoon min gum apnay hathoon min apny sar ko rakhy betha raha
jab mujhy thora thakan ka ahsas hoa tou main osi charpai pe ankhoon
min hath rakh ke lait gia kibhi apny ap par gussa ata kibhi khala par
ata kafi dair main udher hi laita sochta raha mujhy ab thand ka ahsas
bhi hony laga tha main uthny hi wala tha keh mujhy sherioon ke
darwazy ki taraf se thori ahat sunai di main ne andheray min hi apni
ankhoon se hath hata dekha
mujhy feel hoa koi meri taraf hi aa raha hai daby pawoon se aty hooy
idher udher dekhty hooy ahat mujhy apny qareeb mehsoos hooi lakin
min ankhoon par hath rakhy aram se koi harkat kiye bagair hi laita raha,
wo koi aur nahi khala hi thi mery qareeb aa ke mery kano ke qareeb munh
kar ke darmiyani awaz min mujhy darany waly andaz min haaaaaa kaha
lakin min ne koi harkat nahi ki tab khala ny mujhy awaz di babar lakin min
chup raha aur khala charpai par meri kamar ke pass beth gi lakin main koi
harkat kiye begair hi ankhoon pe hath rakhy hi laita raha khala ne kaha
babar kia hoa main chup raha phir boli babar mujh se naraz ho main un ko
koi jawab hi nahi de raha tha khala khud hi boly ja rahi thi aur kehny lagi
babar tum ne achanak mujhy pakra main dar gi tum ko bhi tou ayasy nahi
karna chiyye tha main phir bhi chup raha main ne un ki kisi baat ka koi
jawab nahi dia
khala ab thori dair chup rahi aur meray sar main hath phernay lagi aur sath
sath mujhy manany lagi main chup hi raha lakin dostoo main ander se(dil se)
tou razi hi tha ab thora nakhra dekha rha tha samjh lo akkar dekha raha tha
khala mery sar pe hath pherty hooy meri galoon ko bhi hath pherti aur es ke
sath hi khala ne mery munh se mery hath hata diye aur apna sar mery
seeny pe rakh dia jis tarh main ne subah rakha tha ab bhi un ke baal mery
munh ko touch ho rahy thy un ke baloon se khusbo thi jis se mujhy andaza
hoa keh khala aj naha chuki hai mujhy bohat afsoos hoa keh agar main
college na jata tou khala ko nanga dekhta main inhi sochoon min gum chup
chaap laita tha keh khala ka sar mery seey par tha
UPDATE....... 13
un ke baloon se khusbo thi jis se mujhy andaza
hoa keh khala aj naha chuki hai mujhy bohat afsoos hoa keh agar main
college na jata tou khala ko nanga dekhta main inhi sochoon min gum chup chaap laita tha keh khala ka sar mery seey par tha
ab main yeh bhi soch raha tha keh yeh na ho khala uth ke chali jain khala ne phir
kaha dost apny dostoon ko ayasy tang nahi katy pehlay
hi aj sara din main bore hoti rahi hun aur ab tum munh phula ke bethy
ho main ne laity hooy hi ankhian kholi aur dil kia keh jaisy khala mery
oper jhuki hoi hin ab main bhi nakhray chor dun lakin mery kuch karny
se pehly hi khala thora sa aur charpai ke oper ki taraf khiski aur apny
hath meri side pe charpai ke oper rakh ke thora oper ki tarf hooi jis se
un ke mammy mery seeny ko touch hooy aur sar oper utha ke mery
face ki tarf kar lia aur kehny lagi dekho babar mujhay apny kiye par
shirmindgi hai main ne tum ko hurt kia hai es liye main aai hun ab
dafa karo ab surat e haal yeh thi keh main seedha laita hoa hun khala
ke dono bazo mery left aur ight hin hath charpai par tangian charpai
ke neechy latki hooi mammy meey seeny par aur sar mery chehray par
main ne zuban kholi aur kaha khala main ne ayasa kia kya tha jo ap itnay
gussa min aa gi ap ko meri koi parwa hi nahi tab khala boli yar main dar
gi thi tum ne achanak aa ke mujhay dabooch lia aur os time mujhy andaza
hi nahi hoa main bohat ghabra gi thi aur mujhy tumhari parwa na hoti tou
main yahan ati tum ko mananay khala ke ayasy mery oper wazan de kar
laitny se mujhy maza tou bohat aa raha tha lakin main es se zaida chata
tha aur dar bhi raha tha keh meri koi bat ya harkat khala ko buri lag gi tou
bohat kam kharab ho jay ga es ka nazara main thori dair pehlay dekh chuka
tha main ne khala se kaha khala idher side pe aa jain main thak gia hun tab
khala shoki se boli mera wazan nahi bardashat kar sakty aur es sath hi meray
oper se uth ke tangian latka ke pehlay ki tarah beth gi khala ke ayasy bethnay
se main ne dil hi dil min khud ko kosna sharoo kar dia keh main kuch new
chata tha yeh tou purana hi ho gia
khala beth ke kehnay lagi babar ab narazgi khatam hoi ya abhi bhi hai tab main
ne kaha khala ab main ne ap se kibhi bhi koi ayasi baat nahi karni jo ap ko buri
lagy khala ne kaha kia matlab hai main ne kaha jaisy aj main ne ap ko aa ke
peechy se pakra aur ap naraz ho gi tab khala boli es ka matlab hai tum abhi tak
razi nahi hooy aur dostoon se itna zaida naraz nahi hoty main ne kaha khala
main ab naraz nahi hun lakin dar rha hun pata nahi ap kis baat pe khafa ho jain
khala boli main tumhari kisi baat pe khafa nahi hoti bas jab tum ne pakra tha
tab main dar gi aur pata nahi tum ko kia kia bol gi main ne kaha esi liye tou keh
rha hun phir kibhi ayasi meri kisi harkat se ap ko gussa aa gia tou tab khala
boli ab bas kar de mery baap ayanda main gussa nahi hun gi aur hans pari main
bhi hans dia main ne hansty hooy khala ki kamar min hath daal ke apny oper kia
tou khala boli mera wazan tum se bardasht nhi hota aur hansty hooy mery sath
hi side min lait gi
khala ne mera bazu pakar ke apny sar ke neechy rakha aur boli babar
itna gussa na kia karo gussa admi ko nuqsan deta hai main ne kaha
khala mujhy gussa apnay aap pe aa raha tha keh main ne ap ko naraz
kar dia tab khala ne meri tarf karwat li aur boli meri itni parwah hai main
ne kaha haan bohat zaida hai khala ne apna ik hath mery seeny par rakh
dia khala ka sara jisam mujh ko touch ho raha tha main ne kaha khala
meri koi bhi baat buri lagy mujhy bata dia karain lakin mujh se naraz na
hoa karin khala ne kaha paka promise aj ke bad naraz nahi hona na tum
ne na main ne es ke sath hi main ne bhi khala ki tarf karwat le li aur apna
hath khala ke oper rakh lia kamar par ab hun ayasy hi laity hooy thy jaisy
japhi dali hoi ho
UPDATE....... 14
hum dono hi khamoshi se laity
hooy thy ab situation yeh thi keh meray bazu pr khala ka sar tha mera
bazu khala ki kamar par tha main khala ki soft kamar feel kar rha tha
khala ka bazu meray os bazu ke shoulder par tha jo khala par tha khala
ke mammy mery seeny min dab rahy thy face se face ka fasla kuch inck
ka tha thigh ke sath thigh touch ho rahi thi hum dono min se koi bhi nahi
bol rha tha face itnay qareeb thy keh sancs ik dosray ke face ko thanday
mosam min bhi garam kar rahy thy dono ki dil ki dharkan bhi hum asani
se sun bhi sakty thy aur gin bhi sakty thy humarai khamooshi ke sath chatt
par bhi mukamal khamoshi thi
khala ayasta se boli bbar din kaysa
guzra main achanak khiloon se nikla aur chonk ke pocha ji khala ap ne kia
kaha khala ne phir kaha kia so gy thy main ne kaha nahi khala ap ne kia pocha
tab khala ne kaha babar kaysa raha din main ne kaha bas khala safar bohat
zaida hai lakin aba ji bike nahi le ke dain gy khala ne kaha tum ko sahi tarh
chalani bhi tou nahi ati phir khala ny kaha kal jana hai college main ne kaha
nahi aj mera admisssion ho gia hai ab books wagira laini hin classes bad min
sharoo hungi khala main ne kaha khala ap ka din kaysa guzra tab khala boli
mat pocho sara din hi bore hoti rahi hun tum hoty ho tou gup shup hoti rehti hai aur haan aj asif aya tha main tou kamray se hi nahi nikli main ne kaha os
ko sabaq sekhana hi pary ga tab khala boli nahi yar sabaq kaysa tum ny kaha
wo meri wajha se ata hai tou main nikli hi nahi aur waisy bhi main ne konsa
yahan hameesha rehna hai dafa karoo os ko
khala ke jany ki bat sun ke main afsurda
ho gia khala ne kaha kia hoa main ne kaha khala ayasa nahi ho sakta ap yahan hi
ruk jawo main ne bary hi jazbati andaz min kaha tab khala boli nahi bachy ayasa
nahi ho sakta(khala aksar hi hum ko bacha keh deti thi halankeh un ki age itni
zaida nahi thi)main ne kaha khala please maan jawo na tab khala ne mujhy zor se
huge kia ab un ka pora jisam mery sath press ho rha tha khas tor par un ke
mammy jo kafi bary hin mery seeny min achi tarah press hooyun ke huge krny
se min ne bhi zor se un ko huge kr lia japhi daly hooy khala boli babar kafi dair
ho gi he ab chalain neechy min ne foran shokhi se inkar kr dia hun dono ne hath
dheely nhi kiye thykeh khala boli agar koi oper aa gia tou hum ko ayasy dekh ke
kia sochy ga main ne masoomiat se kia kuch nhi sochy ga sherioon ka darwaza
khala ki taraf tha khala ne sar thora oper kr ke dekha min ne pocha kia hoa khala
boli kuch nhi hoa mujhy dar lg rha he agr kisi ne ayasy dekh lia tou main hans
para aur bola hum koi choori kar rahy hin khala ne sar dobara mery bazu pe rakh
lia un ki girift ab dheeli ho gi thi main ne apna bazu thora tight kia tou khala ne
bhi tight kar lia
itna zaida tou mujhy bhi pata nahi tha
lakin yeh sab kar ky bhi mujhy bohat maza aa raha tha aur khala ka os time
mujhy idea nahi tha un ki feeling kia hin tab oper achanak khatka hoa khala bijli
ki speed se charpai pe uth ke beth gi main bhi beth gia tou humaray samny se
billi bagh ke ja rahi thi main ne kaha khala billi hai khala ke sans ukhar chuky
thy khala ne apna munh apny ghutnoon min rakha hoa hai aur larzti awaz min
boli babar meri tou jan hi nikal gi thi main ne bethy bethy khala ka sar apni tarf
kia aur sar pr hath aur kamar par hath pherny laga khala kamp rahi thi main ne
lait-ty hooy apny bazoon se khala ko pakar ke sath lita lia ab khala mammy meray
seeny pr thy aur mujhy mehsoos ho rha tha khala ka dil be tarteebi se dharak rha
hai main ne ik hath khala ki kamar pr rakha aur pherna laga aur kaha khala ap
ayasy hi dar jati ho mery hoty hooy ap ko kuch nahi ho sakta khala rony wali
awaz
min boli babar tum abhi bachy ho tum ko nahi pata zamana kitna kharab hai wo
nahi sochta hum khala bhanjha hin main khala ko tasali de rha tha aur kaha
haan
amma ji ap tou zamany ki bhi amma ji hin jo zamany ko janti hin aur apny hath ki
harkat main ne khala ki kamar pe jari rakhi tab khala boli babar ab mujhy waqi
dar
lag rha hai aur dair bhi ho gi hai ab neechy chalty hin main ne kaha nahi abhi
nahi jana tou nahi jana khala meri baat sun ke hans pari
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